Struggling to Feel Good

Today was a weird day. I slept for 12 hours and it completely through me off for the day. In fact, I feel like I have been off for the week. I was feeling so good for a couple weeks and then it stopped. I feel like I have been struggling to feel good again. It is sort of depressing.
My dreams have been weird as well. Last night I had a dream wear I was a man with a daughter and we were living in a world where we were isolated from another world. Basically our land was surrounded by walls. Almost like a massive castle and we lived on the grounds with no way out. Well the people were over taken my savages and I was trying to find a way to escape. I found a small square hole that could be opened like a latch or a mail box. When I opened it, I could see hills and tons of land. As I spotted in seeing this discovery, I managed to squeeze through and fall onto the ground. I began to run, knowing I had left my daughter behind, but I knew I they would not hurt her and I could go back and rescue her when they were not looking. I ran and ran and ran and was finally free.

Anyways, maybe that is similar to how I have been feeling. I am trying to feel good again and struggling to get there. Today was the worse. I was tired and dizzy. I could not get anything done. I really hope tomorrow is better. I am also worried about my health. I should go to the doctor, but I am either scared they will find something or I am worried they will find nothing and then I will feel stupid for going and for thinking something is wrong.