Sunday, March 15, 2009

Dreams

I have had dreams where part of them have come true or have pointed in a direction. When I was pregnant a few months ago, I had a dream that I had a miscarriage. A few days later I had a miscarriage. A couple weeks ago I had a dream I couldn't walk very well and they told me at the hospital that I was pregnant. When I woke up I had a sharp pain in my low back that made it hard to walk and bend over for days. It was really weird and I had no idea how I injured my back. A couple weeks later, I found out I was pregnant. However, I lost that pregnancy a couple days ago.
I also had a dream a few months ago that I was in a auto accident and my friends husband was driving drunk. My family and his family were in the car and I went flying through the windshield in the back seat. It was very real and I woke up feeling slightly paralyzed as in my dream I was dead, walking with someone who was wearing white. I was in a hospital gown.
I called my friend and told her about the dream and that her husband was drinking and driving. She said there as been a problem with them and his drinking. She has been warning him to not drink and drive. A week or two later, he got pulled over for drinking and driving and lost his driver licence. He is still not able to drive. Hopefully this has taught him a valuable lesson and my dream will never come true.
I recently had a dream about one of my good friends who is going though a tough time with a divorce and financial problems with her house. I had a dream she was doing really well and living in a bigger house with plenty of money. She was very happy and her family was living with her in a separate part of the house. I felt very happy for her when I woke her up. The next morning I called her and told her to call me so I could tell her about my dream.
Anyways...for some reason many of my dreams have had meaning and sometimes they have come true. I am not sure why this is suddenly been happening. It has been very interesting.
One dream that keeps sticking in my mind was a dream I had several years ago before my son was conceived and we were trying. I had a dream I met Jesus. He had red short hair, freckles, and was familiar too me. I took an elevator up to see him. When I met with him he told me I should stop drinking. I was drinking quite a bit on weekends and I had a feeling I needed to tone it down a bit. I also asked him if we would ever have children. He smirked and said "oh yes." From that point I had a feeling that there was going to be more than one child. Early that next year, I got pregnant with our first child ( I had also worked on quiting or keeping it to a two drink limit when I do go out for a drink with friends).
Since then we have been trying for another child. I still feel like we are missing a child from our family. It all stems from that dream. I really feel like we are missing someone. I also had someone tell me we would have three children. She looked at my hand and said, " I see three". That through me for a loop and is now sticking in my head. I am still working on #2.
Anyways we have had several miscarriages and no second child. I am still figuring out whether the next child is suppose to be biological or an adopted child. For a while I thought maybe it we might adopt. I had a strong feeling about it a few months ago and then I lost that feeling and started trying for a baby again. We just miscarried again a few days ago (with no dream or warning) and I am searching again for answers again. I have not had any dreams or feelings of what to do next. At this point I am lost on what to do.
Anyways...overall I have had some memorable dreams that are high lighted in my mind.

1 comment:

  1. I hope you Get some insight from Cheri's reading, she did great for me, hopefully (still getting faint bfp's) hope you don't mind if I follow your blog. :)

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